Dear Papa,
I love you! Do you like my dress ~ Meryl
I am 38 years old now and I wrote a letter to the Council of Major Superiors of Women Religious of the United States of America. Please read it and pray for me. I love you, Papa! Meryl
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Council of Major Superiors of Women Religious
Attn: Chairperson
P.O. Box 4467
Washington, D.C.
20017-0467
August 28, 2013
Feast
of St. Augustine
JMJ
Dear CMSWR (Council of Major Superiors of Women Religious),
Praised be Jesus Christ and His
Mother our Queen in Heaven! I have
recently encountered a most blasphemous account of the Consecrated Life that
would be most appreciated to be evaluated and discerned.
On July 7, 2013, I was invited by
Elizabeth Siegel of Dominos Farms to attend Vespers at the Monastery of the
Dominican Sisters of Mary, Mother of the Eucharist with the knowledge that it
was open to visitors on Sunday.
My recent encounter from the
Sisters have been a witness of CHARITY towards the Salvation of Souls and
request your prayers for my Salvation and those of my family members.
I deserved to be put in JAIL for
attending an open event of prayers even with the intention of purely GLORIFYING
CHRIST in the MOST AWESOME PRAYER of DIVINE VESPERS! I deserved to be treated in the most heinous
way of being handcuffed and put in jail surrounded by criminals who had the
mouths of WOLVES and blasphemous TONGUES of HATRED! I deserved to be treated like a Criminal with
ONLY PRAYER BOOKS in my purse and an invitation from one of the parishioners of
Christ the King in Ann Arbor, Michigan.
I deserved to be treated so rudely on the phone when I would call and
the Sisters would IMMEDIATELY hang up after hearing my NAME! How AWESOME A WITNESS of fidelity and CHARITY
from the Sisters who have DEDICATED their LIVES to CHRIST for the GOOD OF THE
CHURCH and the Salvation of Souls! Must
I say more of what GRATITUDE fills my soul, in this HUMBLE STATE of HUMILITY! You HAVE GRANTED ME A SHARE IN MY BELOVED,
and HE HAS GRANTED ME THE REWARDS AND MERITS OF ETERNAL SALVATION! How may I REPAY SUCH GENEROSITY TO ME that
the CRUCIFIED CHRIST has brought to me the ONENESS of HIS GOODNESS!
For my BELOVED was treated in the
most HUMILIATING of CIRCUMSTANCES for my own Salvation; the ETERNAL WORD MADE
FLESH. BEAUTY ITSELF was made into the UGLIEST
of CREATURES and bore it for Mankind so that all may KNOW of the ETERNAL
PERSPECTIVE OF THE KINGDOM! But in His
UTTER ABANDONMENT OF THE FATHER, He TEACHES US to CALL UPON HIM ALL THE
MORE! Abba, Abba! Why hast thou ABANDONED
ME! I CRIED FROM THE DEPTH OF MY HEART
TO MY CREATOR AND HAD NO OTHER REFUGE EXCEPT HIM WHO CREATED ME! I CRIED FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART AS THEY
STRIPPED ME OF MY DIGNITY FOR SUCH UNJUST REASONS! I CRIED LIKE NO OTHER MOMENT IN MY ENTIRE
LIFE FOR THE HATRED THAT WAS BESTOWED ON ME BY CONSECRATED RELIGIOUS! I CRIED AS THEY LAUGHED AND SMILED at a
RETREAT encouraging YOUNG WOMEN TO DEDICATE THEIR LIVES TO CHRIST AS I LAY AT
THE AIRPORT waiting for someone to pick me up!
As THEY SMILED IN THEIR PICTURES of JOY witnessing the BEAUTY OF THE
CONSECRATED LIFE, I CRIED! I have said,
YES to CHRIST! And He Has ASSURED ME
THAT I TOO WILL SHARE IN THE CUP that will FOREVER RESOUND THE ETERNAL LOVE OF
THE FATHER; the CUP of SALVATION He has NOT KEPT FROM ME BUT HAS ALLOWED ME TO
DRINK OF THE DREGS OF HIS PRECIOUS BLOOD!
O PRECIOUS CHRIST, my BELOVED, You have not kept anything from me and I
WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU, my God, my Love, my HEART! Burning with Love for thee, He has left a
FIRE THAT ENFLAMES THE GOODNESS OF His ETERNAL LOVE; a flame that will FOREVER
BURN and NEVER BE EXTINGUISHED! A Heart
BURNING WITH LOVE FOR THEE, a HEART ENFLAMED WITH DIVINE CHARITY! O TRIUNE GOD, BURN YOUR LIGHT IN ME! SET AFLAME the DESIRES OF MY HEART AND BRING
FORTH A BLAZE OF CONVERSIONS ON FIRE FOR THE TRUTH! VERITAS!
VERITAS! VERITAS!
What is TRUTH! TRUTH CRIES OUT IN EVERY HUMAN SOUL IN LOVE
WITH A GOD INCARNATED AND BROUGHT INTO FLESH TO BRING TO LIFE, the Way, the
TRUTH, and the LIFE! It is WRITTEN that
ALL MAY KNOW OF A GOODNESS BEYOND THE HEART OF MAN! TRUTH, my Dear Sisters, is BEYOND WHAT WORDS
CAN EXPRESS! It is LIVED through the
ETERNAL WORD! It is LIVED! WITNESSED!
THE TRIUNE GOD SHARED IN EVERYTHING!
EVERYTHING except SIN! SIN IS
UGLY AND BEAUTY was brought low in EXPIATION FOR what has degraded the humanity
of Man. He made me! He CREATED ME! He LOVED ME TO DEATH, even unto DEATH ON A
CROSS!
I encountered my Eternal FATHER,
the LIFE and BREATH of my own EXISTANCE and was shown the SECRET OF ETERNAL
LIFE; LIFE ON HIGH IN JESUS! I was given
a TASTE of the ETERNAL SPLENDOUR of COMPLETE SURRENDER TO THE DIVINE WILL! “Father, if it be POSSIBLE, remove this cup
from me, but not my WILL BUT THINE BE DONE.”
Yes, my Dear Sisters the Holy Spirit was my advocate and GUIDE during my
encounter of the MOST HUMILIATING and SHAMEFUL of Encounters from a Religious
Community that has DARED to PROCLAIM TRUTH even in the most dire of
circumstances. Emails that only EXPRESSED
CHARITY and a desire for GUIDANCE was judged to be a form of Harassment and
Stalking. The police report was FAR
BEYOND TRUTH and that my dear Sisters is a judgment that CHRIST ALONE will
bring to JUSTICE; for DIALOGUE was not practiced in any form by the Sisters to
be able to write such a Character reference on my behalf!
The COMMUNION OF SAINTS and the
DIVINE MERCY APPEARED TO ME as my SOURCE OF STRENGTH AND PEACE! St. Maxilimilian Kolbe accompanied me as he
appeared to me reminding me of the CRIMINAL CHARGES that were placed upon him
as a PRIEST OF CHRIST and the Martyrdom He RECEIVED with FULL COMMITMENT TO OUR
LADY THE IMMACULATA! St. Teresa
Benedicta was STRIPPED of all her DIGNITY as a WOMAN OF GOD AND LED TO THE GAS
CHAMBER LIKE A LAMB TO THE SLAUGHTER!
And as I lay there with women who were degraded from the ABUSE OF DRUGS
and ALCOHOL; CHARGES that were way BEYOND the circumstances that led me to
prison, I was SILENT and WEPT THE TEARS OF MARY of the UNJUST TREATMENT THAT
CHRIST WAS ALLOWING ME TO SHARE IN HIS PASSION!
I WEPT as they took my fingerprints and recalled that these are the
HANDS CONSECRATED TO CHRIST for PURITY AND INNOCENSE! I WEPT as they took mugshots of me that will
forever place on my RECORD as a WOMAN OF ILL-REPUTE! And FOR WHAT! For attending Evening Prayer in a Monastery
that for WHATEVER REASON was not an invitation to me but to everyone ELSE! Is that how women who DESIRE to LIVE SOLELY
FOR CHIRST are to be treated from Women who have DEDICATED THEIR LIVES FOR THE
SAME PURPOSE? Yes, my Dear Sisters no
WORDS CAN EXPRESS the GRATITUDE I HOLD to the Dominican Sisters of Mary for
their UNJUST TREATMENT! For the ETERNITY
OF MAN WILL BE JUDGED AND HE WILL BRING TO LIGHT WHAT HAS BEEN HIDDEN!
He was CRUCIFIED for love of me and am I who have
CONSECRATED my HEART to HIM not to share in HIS CROSS. How HUMBLE is our GOD to come to us in the
form of Man and live and die as a CRIMINAL!
Though He was INNOCENT He was led to the SLAUGHTER like a LAMB. How TREMENDOUSLY GOOD is our GOD to share an
ENCOUNTER with HIM that only ETERNITY will CRY OUT in the midst of a LOVE
BEYOND ALL BOUND!
My ENCOUNTER WITH HIM will FOREVER
RESOUND for ALL ETERNITY! He is my
BELOVED, and I am His BRIDE! He echoes
to me, “Come BRIDE of CHRIST, Receive the Crown He has PREPARED FOR YOU, my
BELOVED, my SPOUSE, my ONLY ONE!”
In Mary, the SORROWS of HER
IMMACULATE HEART, the JOY has been FULFILLED in LIFE and in ETERNITY! My Soul PROCLAIMS the GREATNESS OF THE LORD,
my SPIRIT REJOICES IN GOD MY SAVIOR! For
He has looked with FAVOR on my lowliness and has BROUGHT FORTH AN ETERNAL
DESIGN OF SALVATION that will be WRITTEN IN THE BOOKS OF ETERNITY! I have SHARED IN HIS PASSION AND KNOW OF THE
ETERNAL GOODNESS OF A GOD SO HUMBLE!
YES, my GOD IS VERY HUMBLE! He is
HUMBLE AND LOVES HUMILITY BEYOND BOUND!
Such a DESIRE HE HAS FOR HIS BELOVED TO SHARE WITH ME A HUMILIATION THAT
I OFFER TO HIM AT THE ALTAR!
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